I'm In Pain.
8:39 a.m. -- 2003-06-13

Entry Number : 245

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I cried myself to sleep last night for the first time in two and a half months. I don't know what my problem is. I think mostly I'm sick of having this computer between us. I'm sick of having to wait around a billion years for him to come online and then have 20 mins to talk. I want a face and a body and a voice. I'm tired of words. Words get really frustrating when that's all there is.

I hate crying. I can still feel the trails down my face where the tears dried while I was sleeping. I feel so numb inside right now. I don't know. Maybe I'll just go back to bed.

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