7:29 p.m. -- 2003-06-26
Entry Number : 260
Now Playing : Nappy Roots - Headz Up
Quote for Today : d3xt3l2: i love you so much baby
Today I Feel :
alblbey (6:50:41 PM): he makes me happy but at the same time mad.
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (6:46:47 PM): lol
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (6:47:03 PM): i just wish my bf was here to make me be anything .. glad mad sad
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (6:47:04 PM): whatever
alblbey (6:51:11 PM): I know..
alblbey (6:51:15 PM): I'm sorry Ash
alblbey (6:51:20 PM): You have me to laugh at
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (6:47:23 PM): yeah
alblbey (6:51:25 PM): and call a knoRb head
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:05:28 PM): he's just different
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:05:30 PM): from dexter
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:05:35 PM): who i happen to
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:05:37 PM): be in love with
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:05:45 PM): and who happens to .. not be on
alblbey (7:09:49 PM): Yeah ..
alblbey (7:09:52 PM): ASSHOLE men
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:05:56 PM): i just don't get it
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:05:59 PM): what did i DO?
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:06:05 PM): to make him go away
alblbey (7:10:16 PM): I don't either =/
alblbey (7:10:24 PM): how you're being so..bleh good about it all
alblbey (7:10:27 PM): I have no idea
alblbey (7:10:36 PM): I'd be like in pieces now
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:06:44 PM): well i'm just hoping.. there's a good explanation for it all..
alblbey (7:10:51 PM): yeah probably is
alblbey (7:10:55 PM): * too
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:06:56 PM): oh don't worry i've let him have it in a few offlines
alblbey (7:11:03 PM): really?
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:07:05 PM): well yeah
alblbey (7:11:09 PM): lmao aw =/
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:07:09 PM): specially yesterday
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:07:12 PM): i mean
alblbey (7:11:16 PM): I mean..you laugh about it but bleh
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:07:19 PM): hello it was our anniversary
alblbey (7:11:32 PM): I know.
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:07:36 PM): i don't understand at all
alblbey (7:11:39 PM): I mean even I said happy anniversary
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:07:39 PM): that's probably why
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:07:46 PM): i haven't really been eating lately
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:07:51 PM): i have no appetite
alblbey (7:12:03 PM): Aw, don't let it get to you so ash.
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:08:10 PM): i can't help it
alblbey (7:12:12 PM): Things happen for a reason deaR
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:08:13 PM): lmao i felt so lame
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:08:16 PM): the other day
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:08:20 PM): when i was listening
alblbey (7:12:23 PM): think positive, think..unpaid phone bull
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:08:26 PM): to that GAY daniel bedingfield song
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:08:31 PM): and i started just SOBBING
alblbey (7:12:35 PM): Ah that
alblbey (7:12:37 PM): makes me cry too
alblbey (7:12:40 PM): so don't feel bad
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:08:44 PM): ok
alblbey (7:12:55 PM): lmao
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:08:56 PM): it just seems like
alblbey (7:13:00 PM): I feel so useless
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:09:05 PM): he'd try to somehow get in touch with me
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:09:08 PM): if he gave two shits
alblbey (7:13:10 PM): I like wanna grab him, shake him and say SMELL THE COFFEE DEXTER.
alblbey (7:13:14 PM): yeah.
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:09:19 PM): and tell me why
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:09:23 PM): the fuck he's not ever on
alblbey (7:13:30 PM): bah.
alblbey (7:13:32 PM): Did he..
alblbey (7:13:37 PM): give any sign that he was pissed off
alblbey (7:13:40 PM): with all this shit?
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:09:41 PM): no
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:09:46 PM): i had this offline
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:09:52 PM): last wednesday
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:09:53 PM): that said
alblbey (7:13:56 PM): yeah
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:10:10 PM): he was going to help ashley girl move or something on either thursday or friday
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:10:16 PM): and that's the last i've heard from him
alblbey (7:14:24 PM): ashley..on here ashley?
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:10:25 PM): yeah
alblbey (7:14:30 PM): then talk to her?
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:10:33 PM): well see
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:10:41 PM): she doesn't have the internet back yet
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:10:43 PM): from moving
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:10:49 PM): which she said on her diary
alblbey (7:14:53 PM): ah bollocks
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:11:05 PM): she's been going to her neighbors house every once in a while or something
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:11:07 PM): and updating
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:11:12 PM): so that's why i e-mailed her
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:11:24 PM): cause that was the only way i could think of to get in touch with him
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:11:37 PM): i just have no clue what could be wrong
alblbey (7:16:07 PM): Me..either..
alblbey (7:16:11 PM): maybe he got frustrated? =/
alblbey (7:16:15 PM): Patricks last girlfriend
alblbey (7:16:18 PM): did the same trick. heh.
alblbey (7:16:22 PM): and so did anton rofl. to me.
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:12:25 PM): but he seemed so
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:12:30 PM): not pissed off
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:12:34 PM): every time i talked to him
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:13:09 PM): i could tell maybe he might be a little depressed from the way tyler was talking about him to amber.. but i'm hoping he hasn't gone and done something stupid like he tried last time =
alblbey (7:17:23 PM): Noo noo he'll be safe
alblbey (7:17:24 PM): if he wasnt..
alblbey (7:17:27 PM): surely tyler
alblbey (7:17:29 PM): would say so
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:13:30 PM): tyler
alblbey (7:17:32 PM): I mean..
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:13:34 PM): hasn't been on either
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:22:27 PM): it's just too much to think about right now
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:22:30 PM): i just need to
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:22:32 PM): talk to him
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:22:33 PM):
alblbey (7:27:07 PM): Aw ashlay
alblbey (7:27:13 PM): I wish I could be more helpful
alblbey (7:27:20 PM): but you know I'm always here to listen
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:23:22 PM): yeah i know
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:23:28 PM): i just feel like i'm bothering you
alblbey (7:27:29 PM): and don't ever hesititate to come to me
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:23:30 PM): though
alblbey (7:27:33 PM): Nope
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:23:36 PM): cause it's dumb
alblbey (7:27:40 PM): Nobody else want to talk to me
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:23:41 PM): to sit here and complain about it
alblbey (7:27:44 PM): wants too sh.
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:23:50 PM): when he's not gonna come on anyways
alblbey (7:27:51 PM): everyone has to vent ash
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:23:53 PM): and i can't do anything about it
alblbey (7:28:00 PM): I know, that blows.
alblbey (7:28:08 PM): I've spoken to..patricks parents
alblbey (7:28:13 PM): so he does anything dickish
alblbey (7:28:15 PM): I tell them
alblbey (7:28:42 PM): wankness
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:25:01 PM): maybe he doesn't care as much as i thought =
alblbey (7:30:08 PM): lmao maybe he just..
alblbey (7:30:12 PM): I dunno needed a break?
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:26:15 PM): i just wish i could tell if he was for real or not
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:26:27 PM): so i could go ahead and get over him
alblbey (7:30:27 PM): Yeah
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:26:32 PM): and not just sit here in limbo
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:26:37 PM): wondering what's going on
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:26:44 PM): it's not fair
alblbey (7:30:48 PM): yeah.. I know what you mean.
alblbey (7:30:51 PM): It's pretty selfish
alblbey (7:30:52 PM): of him.
alblbey (7:30:53 PM):
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:26:58 PM): yeah it is
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:00 PM): cause i mean
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:06 PM): if he was wondering about me
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:08 PM): he'd get online
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:11 PM): so obviously
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:12 PM): he's not
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:13 PM):
alblbey (7:31:31 PM): Or
alblbey (7:31:34 PM): he cant get online
alblbey (7:31:38 PM): because of the phone line
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:39 PM): he could if he had to
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:40 PM): ..
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:27:53 PM): he could go to his aunt's.. like he did when his computer died because of that virus..
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:28:01 PM): unless that was a lie
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:28:22 PM): oh fuck i give up i'm not gonna think about it i makes me hurt inside
alblbey (7:32:31 PM): Sorry..
alblbey (7:32:36 PM): bleh I wish i could HELP
alblbey (7:32:42 PM): I feel so bastard useless as a friend
alblbey (7:32:50 PM): when all I can say is "aw" and sound super patronising.
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:28:54 PM): it's not your fault
ashl3y_3liz4b3th (7:28:59 PM): there's really nothing anyone can do
alblbey (7:33:14 PM): Nah, except him
alblbey (7:33:16 PM): like get his ASS
alblbey (7:33:18 PM): online
alblbey (7:33:20 PM): BAH! men
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