12:51 a.m. -- 2003-04-12
Entry Number : 184
Now Playing : TLC - Silly Ho
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Today I Feel :
I just got done watching some movie and I'm bawling my eyes out now. How fun. I hate not having anywhere to go on nights people are spose to go and out and have fun on. I'm like the most boring person in the universe. And I really don't know why anyone even bothers talking to me.
I feel like banging my head against the wall a few times. I'm not even sure what's wrong with me. I just feel.. I don't know I can't think of a word that really suits this mood. I need to talk to someone about this. Maybe they can help me figure out what's wrong. I have problems stepping back and looking at things from a different perspective. I can usually only see things the way I wanna see them. And half the time I don't think it's worth bothering to see it some other way. I'm not even sure if any of this makes sense. I'm just babbling.
I want you here. I want you to take me in your arms and tell me everything's ok. Cause right now I'm not feeling it. At all. But I guess we don't always get what we want. I'll just have to be ok with that..
I think I've gotten a total of maybe six hours of sleep in the last two days. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??
Bah
Ashley Elizabeth
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