5:06 a.m. -- 2003-08-10
Entry Number : 313
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Today I Feel :
Well.. it's early. And I'm wide awake. So I thought since I haven't written a real entry in DAYS, I'd do it now.
So, what's been going on in the life of Ashley, you ask? Not a whole hell of a lot. My mom, sister and I went shopping yesterday in Memphis. I got my hair cut off, see previous entry. I'll take a pic of it later I guess. Uh, I dunno what else..
I just don't feel the need to update lately. I'm tired of everyone prying. So, I've backed off a lot, and focused on just being true to myself and two or three others. That's the best I can do. If that means I get slammed by people I care about, but can't deal with at the moment.. then so be it. I just can't fully understand why everything I do is so wrong. So to avoid the confusion, I've stopped doing anything.
School starts next week. I'm actually kind of anxious to get back. I like learning, and hopefully I'll be able to concentrate more this time. No distractions.
Life's been good the past week. Stress-free and worry-free is the way to be. Wow I made a rhyme. But yeah, I can't say I miss it. The way things used to be and all. I'm not saying I regret it, but I'm glad it's over. Hopefully, we can work through things and be friends. If not.. I'm ok with that, too, I guess.
I'm sure I will get lovely comments attached to this entry. One of the reason's I would rather not write in here is because I feel constrained to what I can and cannot say. I shouldn't feel that way, being as this is my diary and all. But when the people you love and care about can read all your personal feelings, it gets a little weird. And it's even worse, when people that make you sick, try to hurt you with rude comments. :) But I shall survive. I've made it this far.
So, I think that will do for now. I'm getting tired again. Thank goodness. I'm off to bed.
Ashley Elizabeth
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