2:32 p.m. -- 2003-04-01
Entry Number : 161
Now Playing : Bush - Breathe In, Breathe Out
Quote For Today : "There's nobody left in this world to hold me tight."
Today I Feel :
Ok, it's been a few days since I've really written anything worth reading, and I apologize. It seems like whenever I'm happy I really don't have much to say in this thing. I use it mostly for yelling at people that I can't yell at face to face. That's kind of disappointing, but it's the truth.
I was telling Abbey earlier how much better I'd been feeling lately. I still have mood swings and things, but they don't ever last as long as they used to. It's almost like I have a voice inside me telling me to forget it and move on. That it's not worth being mad/sad/depressed/unhappy about stuff. I have no control over the situations I'm put in, but I have all control over how I react to the situation. And that makes me feel all powerful. I have CONTROL! Yes.
I just spent half an hour checking out reviewers and signing up for my diary to be reviewed. I'm kind of nervous about it. I care too much what other people think I guess. I try to pretend in my head that my diary is interesting. I mean it seems interesting to me. Sometimes I wonder how confusing I'm being though. I'll go back and read some things and wonder what I was talking about. Ha. Anyway, I'm putting myself out there to be critquied (sp?). Hopefully, the results won't be too bad.
I still haven't figured out what to do to my dad yet. I'm gonna get him back though! You just wait.
I guess that's all for now. I'm not really concentrating on what I'm writing, so why drag this out?
Ashley Elizabeth
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