11:48 p.m. -- 2002-10-01
Today I Feel :
What made me want to be the one?
And made my heart ache so much?
Why must I feel this way?
As you move on to others.
It's just not fair.
Did you lie?
Or did you really feel the things you said?
Am I wrong for loving you?
Is it because of that thing I did?
Of course it is.
It's all my fault.
I ruined everything.
And now I'm lonely
While I watch you move on.
IT'S NOT FAIR!
I want to be happy.
I'm tired of moping around.
Why am I not good enough?
I've got so much to offer.
More than a lot of people.
I know that now.
I searched my soul.
I found myself.
But I still ache for you.
You're my soulmate.
My one and only.
I'll love you until I die.
Or die from loving you too much.
I just can't stop the tears.
I can't stop the pain.
Sometimes I just want to die.
It hurts so much.
But I still care.
No matter what I might say.
I always will.
You touched my heart.
And you'll never see this.
Thank God..
then || now
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